An update at 0142 :
I AM INDEED OVERREACTING. =_=
Still, always good to be realistic ((:
you never know how much I wanted some stuff.
you think I'm being unreasonable and blowing things out of proportion.
you won't know
how much I live and dream of it
and work towards making it happen.
i pray for it.
I can forgo progressions in life,
to outwit n win every single battle at work.
i forgo the chances to get myself
a Chanel or a Prada.
I chose to work it with you,
and just focus on this and this alone.
but I didn know its pretty much a one sided thing.
what you said tonight broke me.
i don know how to feel anymore.
for a moment, I feel I have no goal.
they say to believe and you'll get.
i know I'll get there eventually,
because everyone does.
not at the spur of the moment,
not needing to sacrifice anything for it.
we'll just get there.
as with all things that were meant to be exciting,
this is not one of it.
I shd direct my adrenaline elsewhere.
be realistic,work is a better choice.
