you asked me to ring you before I sleep, but I won't do that of course!
you have a soccer game tmr.
it's nights like these that remind me
of how we first started.
how you'll ring me in the weirdest hour
sic: like 3-4 am
while out with Nicole, gen or Clarence to tell me u're home,
how you insist on waking up at 9 to talk to me,
how u'll come by at 11 to have supper after training,
how I'll meet u at yew tee on Wednesday,
I wonder how the hell I get the energy back then!
but then again, I was having loads of fun at work then and I need not use so much brains and energy.
tonight I had loads of fun at uncle's ringo! (:
started using my file Di.
I think I ought to sleep, gotta wake up at 530 to tell mama I miss her while she go for her maiden company trip.
sometimes I cant help but worry a lot
for her, cause we are nt around ti take care of her.
but it's only one night right,
and she'll be going with like 200 odd people..
you know,
sometimes I admire my mom
for her courage.
she can have unnecessary worries
but if u look at the other aspects of her life,
she's really a tough cookie.
the operations,
the change in workin environment..
she's unsure of a lot of stuff
but one thing,
she's sure of what she wants,
she believes in it,
and she don give a damm of how people look at her.
did u realize that?
hmms. anyhows I can't wait to get my mummy back on Tuesday.
I should go n sleep now,
and maybe I'll drop leonard a text. (:
[god,
I pray that you'll look over her,
and let her be safe. ]
