i ought to give myself a pat on my back!
I can't believe I saw thru this entire project.
for awhile now, I've work 6 days a week.
Most Fridays I wld clock only 5 hours of sleep before dragging my lazy ass off to tampiness for the tutorings.
many a time I feel quiting,
like seriously!
babe and everyone else will ask me to take a break ..
like there's isn't a need for me to earn the extra money.
or that I can command higher pay elsewhere.
but still I carried on .
YL told me.. it's like exercise.
you drag urself to do it,
but after that you know it's worth it.
from the lovely cards and
when kids say the darnest thing like
"I'll miss your nagggings'
oh wells,
while one chapter closes another will open.
I feel a lil lost, but I believe I can better make use of my Saturdays to rest.
and I should consider moving up the academic ladder to something more relevant..
I know I'll miss them.
almost an impulse to tell the admin
that I will consider taking them for next year.
but I held my tongue.
cause I know, I can't promise if I can't convince myself to commit
till then,
a lil cuppie to remind myself that I'm loved,
despite my temperament.
