today tutor asked if I was interested to join the 'R' family.
I was very humbled and flattered.
came home,
discussed w the family and I've reached a conclusion.
at least an answer to something nagging in me.
ultimately , it's different when the opportunity present itself to you,
" why not give it a try,
since someone recommended you."
maybe I am a diamond in a rough,and someone saw value in uncovering me but then again, maybe, at the end of the journey, they found more graphite, than diamond.
lol .. alright. enough of this.
anyways
I've always believed in leaving my fate to providence.
because I'm too weak to want to be
blamed for my own decision.
but is this opportunity one that is presented by god to me?
or is it an obstacle I'm suppose to overcome?
daddy says that I'm young,
I shd fight and take risk.
but, I guess at the end of the day,
maybe it doesn't work that way in this line.
I thought about what do I possess to value-add the ppl at R's.
and honestly I don possess those necessary skills yet.
my experience here @ school was and still is a humbling one.
I know I have to work harder to achieve and there's a lot to be done.
that being said,
babe and I both believe that maybe fate is still left best in god's hands.
she has her plans for me.
and importantly ,
value-addedness should go both ways.
just like in a r/s. (:
