feisty and stressed.
it's like little things just set me off so easily.
I think I'm just so exhausted from school.
sometimes I always get things a lil harder than others,
like when everyone gets a free break on Friday?
I got to head to school til 630.=_=
but I also thank god that sometimes
I do get the easier way out of things too w all e help I get.
but don't get me wrong,
I love to work.
I love the adrenaline,
especially the end product.
I know it sounds mad,
but I thought exams and tests and challenges were a sadistic kind of fun.
still, I don cope well especially in e process.
the rat race.
that's what b calls it.
I'm part of it.
if u ask me what I really want,
I guess I just want a break,
not a moment when I feel guilty about having a break ,
like I ought to use the break time to do work, etc etc.
you get me?(:
this weekend is packed again!
luncheon w nicole,
visit b's granny,
and then mrs chan's treat!
maybe we can go ocktober fest next week?
sometimes they say destiny play a part in life. I believe so!
daddy received an invite from his ex colleague Diana for her daughter's wedding,
just nice the groom is b's mama's
distant relative!
just how small can the world get huh?=)))
on a side note,
shangri la's invite is kinda innovative (:
is it not?
now.. sometimes b say that
I'm silly to
以德报冤.
especially to people who don't deserve it.
my defense?
I know I feel stupid sometimes,
but I just want to account to my conscience or I can be really mean w my words. and sometimes I may judge too fast,
so I'll rather give that person, the benefit of doubt.
Anws honey,
thanks for loving me.
and accepting my nonsense.
sometimes,
I am so perfect,
so ego-istical,
so sensitive
and temperamental that evn I can't stand myself :(
but still, thanks for always believing
and protecting me!
我是幸福的！
