that living the past brings depression.
living in the future brings anxiety.
live in the present, and you'll feel content.
I know where he's coming from,
I try to find that middle spot okay?
but In my defense, lookin back, reminds one to learn,
lookin forward, allows one to plan.
but I know.. live for the moment and let things flow.
right now, i'm thinking about next week's work.
reminiscing about this weekend ,
about last weekend,
and I'm not focusing on the moment.
this moment?
I'm sipping tea, writing in my blog,
and feeling so contented.
to put an end to a week of bad bug,
sprained ankles and tumbles of work,
I stayed over at the boy's.
munched on hard boiled egg and his experimental teh o limau ice.
thinking about our weekend,
make me feel guilty,
sometimes I get so occupied.
babe had to share me with a lot of people.
every few moments,
I'm texting the peeps about work,
reading the papers ..
or playing w Wayne.
I'm sorry honey. :((
all these while..
you let me nap,
while you pack my bag,
iron my dress..
i know i always berate you for
your short temperedness n picking fight,
but I know you did it
because you can't stand ppl being rude to me
denying me of my right to watch a concert,
and I know you scolded the sales person tonight,
because I'm tired of waiting.
plus all those times you save money on yourself,
and work extra hard
so that we can quickly achieve our dream. rmb the parquet floorings?((:
chan you wei eugan
your life is all about me. :((
I want you to know that I really really know.
tonight, thanks for remembering Harry potter!
( another thing to strike off from our list)
I totally forgot abt it, what's with this week's event.
thanks for all e effort you place in this r/s.
I know sometimes you are unsure about a lot of things,
like the taxi time
whether we need to keep to the time for the entry etc etc
but you just want to reassure me by giving affirmation.
and want me to LIVE IN THE PRESENT.
thanks so much baby. really!
but honey?
I also want you to know that
whats paramount to me,
is that we are both healthy
and I get to walk the rest of my life with you.
when I'm old w dementia,
you'll wake me up each morning reminding me that you're the love of my life.
when you're tired and I couldn't walk,
I'll wheel you around. (:
thanks for appearing in my life honey.
I lived for the moment once in my life,
and I met you.
maybe AJ ain't wrong,
and you are right all along.(:
I love you baby!
ps: we did lived for the present tonight
by going to Hide Yamamoto @ HY California, did we not?=p
cheers honey.
to more crazy nights together(:
love,
jacq.
