lying in bed and feeling like crap.
i'm really going to fall asleep.
but I thought I should blog a little.
recently I've been feelin pretty stressed up,
mainly because the datelines are coming up and e worse thing is I feel I can't get started because I'm not fully equipped.
BUT. if I'm to wait till the lecture finish and then start doing the
assignments, it'll be too rushed.
I was never one of those that rushed through work only when deadline approaches,
but now groping in the darkness isn't really that helpful either.
I guess, part of me forgot my aim in this institute.
It was never about distinction,
its about effort,
about content
but I still don feel it has been adequate.
but then again why compare?
as long as I did my best, it shd suffice.
right?
but without a benchmark,
how do i measure my performance.?
hmph.
[ hey honey,
just wanna thank you for supporting me.
tonight was something isn't it?
I never regretted insisting on heading back to NTU tonight for that wonderful game against SIM.
I know that sport is ur passion,
and I know a part of you is missing out on the action.
but it's inevitable that the old have to make way for the new as reflected tonight.
you guys have to retire somehow I guess.
but ain't tonight's reunion meaningful.?(:
the sense of familiarity strikes me too!
i suppose I miss those times a lil as much as you (:
and b?
it's the same at work.
you've the passion and drive.
I abs adore that aspect of you.
but don't forget to protect yourself too.
alright?
I love you.
your #1 fan. ]
