i jus find like a layer of dust atop the shrimps tank.
and i thought i checked on them only recently.
I guess that's not the reailty.
I suppose I spend the bulk of my time in school
and out of it dating n hanging w friends.
my schedule is so tight,
I don have time
to sit down n have some me time.
i look forward to Mondays.
and that's only if I have the luxury to plan my own schedule.
and not trying to meet deadlines
I've just finish playing. w prezi
and I think I have an idea for my presentation.
it's Already preconceived.
I just need sleep..
even though right now I'm feeling really excited abt my ideas,
I almost can't contain them!
i can go on n on n on about the marvels and believes that I have.
i have dreams, and I hope reality won't dash them for me.
maybe that's why I love what I'm doing now, or maybe that's what most of us like to believe.
that we understand the importance of what we are doing, and that we can aid them to THINK.
but the most humbling fact. is that
sometimes ppl don't want to think like you at all.
I know I'm highly critical sometimes
to the point of being assertive.
maybe this is what I'll write to many,
sometime in the near future :
-I'm sorry-
I'm sorry for all those times I think I am right. thinking that what I know is best for you.
I'm sorry,
For overlooking your opinions, your preferences and your dreams.
For forgetting that you are unique and special
and that you have your own definition of happyness.
but i wish you knew,
all those harsh words that I use.
my priorities n 'obnoxious' thinkings,
are what I genuinely feel is for your own good.
there's bigger things out there to achieve,
I just know that YOU CAN
be that better person."
<3
