Sunday, September 22, 2013

confession - 28

today is our 28th month 
and I forgot about it. 
I was too occupied with work, that I totally didn recognize the dates nor the days. 
it's the last week 
crunch time
and all I think about is them

as usual I walked out from work 
all ready to meet the boy
i was just so exhausted today. 
Monday is really crazy for me.

I was just looking forward to seeing him
getting to eat the pumpkin cake from mama chan
and catching a nap.

when I received the card 
I still asked him
what no. 28?? 

and I have to be prompted:( 
I'm terribly ashamed of myself. 
I'm sorry b. 

the thing is, 
I know I've been overly immersed in work. I do know that. 

on Sunday, I woke up from my slumber with tightness in my thighs but the achenes on my calfs no longer exist. 

that's e price to pay for not running as often as I did before. 
Yet, thankfully, and with genuine thanks I have him to give me the much needed massage.  
you see , babe and I went for the org's charity run on Saturday morning. 
it was quite a drag getting out of bed
and I was grumpy due to a stomach ache.
and I continued my tantrum into the run
when I failed to warm up properly 

but him?
he just silently prepared breakfast 
and endured my tantrums. 

the thing is when you are together for long, 
you tend to not notice the acts that he did for you, 
you begin to take things for granted. 
Same thing to family and friends. 
I am like that. not proud of it. 
not at all:( 


in e end things turn out well and I had fun,
minus the aching ankle. 

to my Boyf 
happy 28 months and 1 day! 
time flies
and during this period of time
things have not always been smooth sailing. 

thank you for always  standing rigidly beside me
despite the many storms.
for always believing in me
and I hold faith in knowing that 
should one day I want to cease fighting
I can just rely on you. 

thank you for always compromising. 
baby? 
life's a race which we can't avoid 
but I know
till the end of this journey,
I want to be running beside you. 
and I really am glad 
I have you beside me all the way too.
this is one journey that we have to complete together. 

I love you :) 

you make me melt too.:))