right now I'm in the library down at NTU having tea , jiggling my legs to 91.3 and killing time while waiting for b to return from his trip.

I came back early this morning  to help  an individual whose face I do not even know. 

Travelled 1.5 hours and boy I was angsty when I woke up this morning. the selfish persona in me just keep asking myself why do I not know how to say no. everyone else is sleeping or having a good time and I have to do this for an unknown person.

 I had a good mind not to turn up, since I didn sign up for it and I really rather be in bed or out running.. not squeeze on e train.

but I guess it's worth it;in exchange for this quietness.. 

and because I believe that kindness begets kindness. I showed kindness to a stranger and help her out,

I hope she remembers how it feels to receive kindness and may she also readily extend it to another.

and maybe not be so whiny like me:p

i think that's my life philosophy huh? 

sometimes I seriously wonder if kindness pays off? but i guess .. as long as I can account to my conscience it's good enough.

the rest, we'll leave it to the people up there ..:)