and I'm only on my way home from b's.
the last 4 weeks of break,
before come July ,
we'll be working every single day.
no more week nights wandering like these.
the silence of the night,
the bumpy bus right,
my iPod
snow patrol,
and I can't help but miss the bus ride
along the country side of Denver.
hot summer,
dusty roads ,
and how 2 girls w their big luggage
alighted along the dusty sandy road side on the outskirts of Denver,
beside a hospital
outside a garage.
thinking back,
it's so bizzare,
I felt so brave.
can I ever do that again?
roaming the streets of NYC alone?
taking the subway of DC alone,
spend the Afternoons at the museums alone?
ride a yellow crazy taxi alone?
wow
I'm not so sure man.
unknowingly ,
I've grown so comfortable with my sheltered life.
my protective boyfriend,
having babies ..
the vulnerabilities of life.
the excitement of traveling alone,
now I don know if I can deal with it
or want to do it.
it's exciting thinking back,
but also, super risky.
will I want to do it again?
right now?
maybe not.
my life evolved a lil I guess.
now?
I rather put on these
walk down the pretty aisle
safe and sound
dance to a tune or 2
with my partner that will guide me in life's many songs.
and always be surrounded by my loved ones.
( but an occasional break, doesn't kill right ;) )
