Tuesday, April 2, 2013

AnE

right now, I'm at SGH, waiting for my blood test result
time seemed to crawl, like real slowly.
the last time I was here was like at least 5 years back?

thinking back on the day,
it's ironical how I survived.
but with palpitations and chest tightness that lasted more than 12 hours,
I was referred here at 11pm.

blood test , ECG and a chest x ray later,
I'm waiting to see the doctor.

and the boy is sleeping beside me,
after our failed attempt at watching Amelie.
a part of me really wish he will Just go home,
since he has work tmr and his day starts at 630.
and because we are not related by law,
he can't apply for UPA to rest, unlike papa and mama.

sighs.
but any mention of getting him to leave,
rifle him.
and so I thought I shd shut up and just let him rest comfortably.
while I relax myself.

frankly, the 4 hours here,
diminish all palpitations =_=

still,
baby, thanks for everything.
I know you'll do this for everyone and anyone that needs you,
and tonight, thank you being here.