before our nightly calls.
I'm feeling so jaded already,
cause I'm sitting here and feeling unjust for myself.
I don understand why god always put me in situations whereby they need me to do the most?
the rest can get on by easily in their life,
but my workload just has to be twice as much?
im not complaining ,
I just feel quite jaded.
like why always me ah,
why I always have to multitask..
but it's okay, it's a challenge I know.
steep learning curve
and if I overcome all these challenges I'll triumph right?
but sometimes I guess it doesn work like that..
hard work does not necessarily translate to recognition.
or maybe I'm expecting too much of myself and the people around me?
or maybe I'm getting too cynical.
when can I get a holiday already?
I miss my b:((
the one place that I felt safest to be.
[ love is when you know
you found the one that you find calmness in.
let you be yourself and see the beauty in
all your imperfection.]
