but.. right now I'm on the way down to EC's ah gong's place to have dinner w him and I tot I'll talked about that another day.
You see it's EC birthday today! and I made red eggs for him. :) my maiden try and it is such a messy process!!
[i guess mainly because I'm inexperienced. I broke an egg in e process too.. my take away? - do not ever add eggs into boiling water, boil it tgt w e wAter! and.. red food dye works well, don need to use too much. - I added some tapioca flour to let it have a thicker texture :)n it worked well ]
I'm really caught up w work these days
nothing new.
and right now I'm like waiting for 135 - my favorite bus some 10 years back.. I can't believe that 10 years has just flashed by me,
sometimes I asked myself if 10 years back, I have taken accountancy or pharmacy .. maybe my line of work now wld be different, I probably wldn have met EC.. I wld maybe have met someone else? I don know.
but I suppose 10 years ago, I wldn have imagined that I wld care this much about another person and his family and tot of preparing food for them.
I'm always fixed on getting hitched only at 30, no money no honey. that's always my believe.
and Some time ago, I thought this belief wld have been broken, but I guess now after putting so much hard work and effort into my career . I do not want my efforts to be put on hold just because I'm getting hitched. - a stigma that still exist t today.
I haven had a breather since I returned from vacay and I guess in our line of work, that's e normal pace.. 12 hours work days are a norm,
and I'm really feeling e heat.
but I suppose, me being me, work with importance and that kept me busy is really a lot more meaningful.. albeit still meetin some challenging ppl but I guess these people will always be around.
- people who just think very highly of themselves ( sic: that makes me one of them)
I suppose if I'm optimistic, which I am most of time apart from being worrisome and feeling easily defeated half that amount,
I pick myself up .. and I know that at the end of the road, I'll achieve my contention.
I don't believe that nice guys always finish last ..
we may take a little longer to just get there,
but at least we don't run away from problems.. (I hope I have not)
and maybe just be accountable to ourselves ? I hate the feelin of guilt and regret like totally.
well.. enough said.
I'm reaching amk.
here's a shot of my egg:
I certainly hope it's well cooked! :)
