Singapore 49th birthday but I'm not at home to catch the parade.
went out to balestiar for a short walk w e family,
and right now I really need some peace
and to feel like optimistic again.
I always have a plan in my life
and so far things have always work according to my plans
but I guess,
when I am too busy working on my plans
I forget to pause and tell myself to take a break.
I'm really so exhausted but I'm not running away.
I just need to slow now, realign my goals and restart again.
just like how I've walked pass this building on numerous occasions and not realize it's a school, choosing instead to formulate assumptions based on my prior beliefs.
now, everything is clearer.
