Thursday, November 8, 2012

tough but contented.

roxanne ask how I survive with just 2 hours of sleep.
I say: sometimes I wonder where the hell did I get the adrenaline from.

I guess that's the wonders of the body.
there's no stopping the fight or flight mechanism,
and the only way is mediate and relax.

and so the stomach cramp kicked in last night,
it's been a while since the flow was like THIS BAD.
I clocked a total of 2 hours of sleep,
and school was from 830-530
with a 5 hour break in between.

I wonder how in e world did I garner the focus needed to complete the assignment this afternoon.
maybe I used up all of it,causing me to sway during Tan's class.

I'm jus so glad it's over,
and that babe was here to accompany me this rainy afternoon.
and while ur time away in the library,
as I attended class.

right now, im waiting for you to shower out, and i thought i'l blogged abit.

i submitted a huge chunk last afternoon,w babe.
we went to pray, it rained and we got ourselves ponchos- to relive our days at Phuket.

and for every dumpster that I faced,
I get aid in other ways.
happen that KS was in e area,
and we hitched a ride back to school tgt.(:
for this, I'm always glad that he tries to gel with my friends. and so far, it's been good!

and that's why sometimes it's good to have obstacles in life,
we sometimes blame god for not helping in the obvious,
but we are too blind to witness his other plans,
till we experience it ourselves.

take risk.
fail and you learn a lesson.

the ability to wrestle obstacles in ur way is called strength.

and sometimes I ask myself, why do I not try harder.

the night was spent with the buds,
having fish head,
gelare and shoppings down at Vivo,
before the period wore me down,
and left me an insomniac.

sometimes I feel so tired,
I wish I have more time.
more strength, more drive
to keep Everyone happy!

I can't wait for Friday.
there's so much to do.
heels, dress, make up.
nails and shave.
glam up,
for nus honorary sportsman 2012.
can hardly wait !


[ babe,
you texted me this while I was tan's today.
it's so sweet, I can't stop smiling.
you speak to me through my love language, and I know I'm blessed.

babe? you're that ray on my bad day too(:
I'm just really really happy I've got you]