Sunday, February 23, 2014

new page?.

I'm lying in bed now, droopy eye and all while waiting for the boy to shower.
Another week has just passed me by, 
and it got to be another week for me to fight on.

I just gave dhevie her parting gift,
my spiffy little housekeeper is leaving Singapore for good
and for the first time in twenty years,
I'm officially without a helper. 

this house is just getting increasingly quiet. a silence that I find unsettling.
it's like I'm forced to accept a change, a new page of my life etc,
a change that I'm very reluctant to embrace.. 
I guess it's really because she was my last link to grandma,
the food she cooked, the memories we all shared, 
a part of my life that will completely be erased off with her departure tmr. 

I know people say memories will live on in the heart,
it's true.
but I guess, I'm never good with goodbyes.

** 
I had a long week ( what's new) 
and I spent e night over at the boy's
wanting to maximize my time w him
despite my need to do work.
thank you dear for being ever so supportive! 

I enjoy the simple moments where we did hmk tgt with Wayne,
watched CI on tv,
chatted abt school w Jo, 
had pricey local food over at TANGS. 
[ Tea and fish ball noodles is good! ] 
caught the LEGO movie,
had our pizza from LES AMIS, 
and well, finished w dessert,
and aimless wandering at JASONs. 


It's simple dates like this that I enjoyed.
HAPPY 33rd month love.
time flies huh.
it's unbelievable. 
almost 3 years.
life's journey is challenging and totally unexpecting. 
but I know we'll weather through storms tgt.
thank you for being my partner
my pranking partner
my bitching partner
my shopping partner 
my foodie partner 
my partner that tear with me at weddings and in cartoon shows, 
the one that will braid my hair and draw my brows. 

I want us happy everyday. 

smiley  and carefree. :)