I used to have a different kind of happiness and with it,
it's own form of restrains
l know there's no such thing as a perfect life for in different challenges we'll all strive.
which is the shorter end of the stick?
it's your perspective against mine.
tonight , I'm just feeling like extra tired,
and I wish to stop walking for a little while
For the first time in the longest time,
I am feeling really unhappy.
and that smiling has somehow now become a chore.
I don want to engage in conversations
but I also don't want to be alone.
I want to stop picking myself up
but I also don't want to fall.
I'm glad that I'm busy
for then I won't have to face the problems anymore.
I feel like crying but the tears can't seem to drop.
I take a deep breath,
and it pierces through the heart.
I let my eyes close,
for in darkness I won't fall.
#freefall
