As I am writing this, I am feeling a little dishearten.
I don't mean to feel this way, or really I shouldn't be feeling this way.
You see, the project of the year had ended. ( Not that there is no more coming )
the 6 day program that got us working our asses off,
the months of preparation,
being on standby 24 / 7.
working through the weekend,
having no quality time with family, friends and the boy
always ready to answer questions, assuage feelings
brainstorming to present meaningful program.
All these should be worth it, the euphoria and the endless sea of positive feedback from many should be celebrated,
except that in the end, the credit do not go to the team,
the affirmation only goes to one person.
If feeling unappreciated is not the norm,
why am I bearing the brunt of it.?
I am upset and I feel like giving up and just walk away.
but that is an act of being a defeatist.
I must stay objective and deliver whatever that is required of me.
" Your Value Does not Decrease Based on Someone's Inability to See Your Worth.."
