I can't believe it's really happening
I've worked so hard for this trip, the preparation, liaising w e stakeholders..
I need to see this to the end.
but I guess, I've also teared badly at the prospects of being away.
I know I'm also being silly, like seriously no big deal right.time will just fly by before you know it!
Maybe I can get nabbed a Blue Label while I'm there!
but well right now,
It's really difficult!
ESP when I get reminded of things like this:
he packing my entire luggage for me while I'm at work and carefully
labeling them so I know what's inside
Delicately slicing every carrot into a flower
so that all e dishes look aesthetically pleasing.
waking up early to go marketing and learning how to cook these from e aunties at the market, while I work.
and mostly, for all the comfort I get from e soup he magically whipped up..
not forgetting the late night elaborate supper
How can I not miss my Big Hero
a largely misunderstood nerd.
Alrighty, off to have dinner w my parents who are so proud of my trip. lol
Okay I guess, I really SHD be excited , since it's an all expense paid trip, and I'm visiting LOADS of historical sites, flying on SQ .. I Shd be excited.
JZ just texted me ABT deployment from Vietnam, I suppose we are both excited Abt work in 2015.
to a better future, to being a more mature individual.. I must be stronger.
#offtotestmyskype
