Thursday, May 15, 2014

饮水思源

I'm currently on the bus home alone after sending the boy to his course and I'm feeling really very tired, jaded and alone.:(

maybe I'm just really princessy 
and I'm like this huge whine ball,
or maybe because I'm just really exhausted and right now, I feel like falling asleep, but not daring to less I miss my stop and that's why I'm feeling testy. 

you see , taking buses to foreign places like kaki bukit is not sth I'm used to. but being able to do so, makes me feel tougher? and more empowered?

when I reach home later, I still have to do work for sure and it's work that I don't like to do.. 

I realize I have a lot of pride
and I take like huge ownership of my work and I don't like it if people change my work whole sale. but I think I just need to manage it. 

it becomes like I'm not presenting my own work.. and e  work of another.

haiz nvm.

at least sometimes I learn to find fun in the work that I do.. 


Supported Jol w e boy ytd at the A div finals.
some 10 years back I'm also one of the  students in e crowd. 
who knows 10 years later,
I'll still see my principal ( and he never seemed to have age) 
and I'll be dating a bf who knows the thunder-nei senior of my time.

such a weird twist of fate. 

#南初


hear us roar.